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I'm a book, a silent book, and I dont touch my leather cover. I saw things within the texts and the world between the fingers. The jaws of sharks in the momentual fright of gasps from the small people and the flowers between the awe.
I took my liberty upon my own specks of knowledge.My dust of eternity and my shade of light. My days and my nights. I kept silence all day and night, waiting to touch my leather again.

SCHOOL

I like to observe things. things that surrounds me. and these are the people that i see in school. those which i dont know and know. I SEE;

• An intelligent student yet have no manner
• A little lonely boy in gr.8 who is trying to find friends
• A quiet guy who likes listening to people's conversations
• A guy who adore music and always busied himself with his Ipod
• A kind, lovely teacher who loves a class that doesnt even pay attention to him
• A Japanese-like girl sitting next to me in class who's constantly absorbed in drawing manga
• A teacher whose face looks like a frog, who is most interested in rubiks cubes that teaching his students
• A loud girl who takes 15-20 minutes to fix her hair
• A little guy who is anxiously waiting to see his girl at lunch
• A boy who acts stupid, yet so smart
• A guy who likes to borrow my pencil, constantly fixing his bangs
• A young girl who laughs uniquely
• A quiet girl who has many secrets to tell
• An innocent teacher who is often teased by the student
• A guy i like on the 4th floor whom i longed to see more often
• LASTLY, A rich girl who is such a royal bitch likes to brag about her tedious life

and me. though i look comfortably accommodated in class, I'm not very tranquil in mind. here i am, waiting, while all sorts of doubts are troubling my thoughts. I'm just mostly invisible i guess. Its just me. a me who's trying to fit it.

Missing Jae beom~~

Since 2pm's Leader Jae beom left 2pm i felt soooo sad..TT_____TT
just longing for him to be back!~ mean JYP!

these are some of his pics...MY FAVORITE!!

Latest Photoshop~~

HOLA... My computer just got fixed and I'm back again with editing pics on Adobe Photoshop..!!
here are some of my edits i did before school starts~~ .. lol
just so you guys know,, this pictures were edited around midnight..so they are not that good..

Here it is... it's pretty simple. I just did some lighting effects, rotate pics etc..
Btw, today in art we were learning photomontage and cubism. and i realized that i think my last picture of the window is similar to photomontage. lol..

BINUS LIBRARY!! - first two borrowed books -

OKAI..~ Since I transferred school to Binus, i often go to the library. Well, not to read books, but to surf the internet. The thought of reading books never crossed my mind. And all i do in the computer is enter my favorite sites and get updates of BIGBANG, SHINee, 2ne1, Suju, and 2pm (basically, Kpop).. How scintillating the site is, and me having a hard time inhaling and exhaling every time i see my hot 'oppa s'..
BUT, one day, as i enter the library, with my friend Caecil,a book in a corner shelf dazzled me. "Jane Eyre" it says. Then i reached the book, just out of curiosity scrutinizing it for a lil while. The book had this solemn feeling. I never sought for this kind of book so, i bargained with my mind and decided to take it.
and 'Benjamin Franklin' was my second choice.
AND THESE WERE MY FIRST TWO BOOKS I BORROWED SINCE I MOVED TO THIS TORTURING GREAT SCHOOL~~ binus

INDONESIA EARTHQUAKE - 30 sept.

A terrible disaster occurred to my country Indonesia last Wednesday 30^th of September. A powerful earthquake rocked western Indonesia, in Padang to be exact. Trapping thousands under collapsed buildings — including two hospitals — and triggering landslides. The magnitude was 7.6. up to 200 people are dead on the island of Sumatra.

TV One network said the quake triggered landslides that cut all roads to Padang. Power and telecommunications were also cut. Fire also broke out in buildings on a road to the city, officials said. But, some people and polices are still trying to evacuate and look for people in the collapsed building.

They also still couldn’t predict the financial lost. But many people are donating.

Let’s pray for them so they can save as many people as possible.~

Trouble Sleeping... - 不会睡觉-

At 10.30om comes the order: 'BED!' You toss and turn under the sheets, anxious about how many hours of sleep you have left before the little dictator of an alarm starts blaring. Your thoughts about day, you friends and you school work whirl round in your head. All that is visible in the darkness are those red digits, proclaiming the slow march of time ... 11:00 ... 11:30 .... 12:00 .... and still you lie the wide-eyed.

Before all you adults start rolling your eyes, there is actually strong scientific evidence to prove that teenagers have very different sleep needs to adults. I've read somewhere that when we reach puberty, we experience what is commonly known as 'body clock'. This means that it takes us longer to become sleepy and ready for bed.

It seems we teenagers are cursed with a biological imperative to stay up to odd hours chatting online (like i usually do) or slouching in front of the TV(this one too), and then roll out of bed past noon. It's not rebellion, it's not even choice! IT'S BIOLOGY!!